Saturday, March 30, 2013

Chained Memory

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Can I see you? Can't I see you?Before these memories become vague and foggy, or even fade.


I have a phobia that someday I'll forget everything about you and forget who you are. I'm afraid that someday I'll forget every moment that once I feel them as the most precious in my life.

I watched a movie yesterday. The line that distracted me so much was when the man said "At first, I think about her 100 times a day, then 99 times a day, then 98, 97, 96.. and as I forget the counting, I also forget how's her hair. Is it black or brown? Is it straight or wavy? How about her face? How about her skin? her height?"


See?
I get also an overlapping memory now. It start to hurt my mind. I forget whether a moment happened before another moment, or it happened after the other moment. Lately, I never clearly remember how's your face, how's your voice. You come to my dreams continuously, but it always so blur.

Hey, how are you?
Are you doing everything alright?
Are you happy?

Please don't fade from my chained memory.
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Sunday, March 24, 2013

Unfathomable Abyss of Space

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That must really be a lonelier journey than anyone could imagine. To just press forward through the true pitch darkness, barely encountering even a single hydrogen atom. Wholeheartedly believing you will come closer to discovering the secrets of the universe within the unfathomable abyss of space. I wonder how far we should go.. How far CAN we go?

As we human desperately and recklessly stretched our arms to the top of the sky and launched something of that mass and size in to the air, gazing off in to the distance toward something far beyond our wildest dream.

I felt like somewhat came to understand why you were different from the other. And at the same time, I clearly realized that you weren’t really looking at me.

You are so kind, you are so truly kind, but you are always looking far beyond me. Far beyond me, toward something in the distance. Maybe I wouldn’t be able to give what you truly desire. But still.. despite that.. tomorrow, the day after, and even beyond that, I know I’ll still be helplessly in love with you.

Five centimeters per second.
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Tuesday, March 19, 2013

One More Time, One More Chance

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How much more do I have to lose, before my heart will be forgiven?
How much more pain I must endure, before I can ever see your face again?
one more time - I don't want the seasons to keep on changing
one more time - missing all the times that we fool around together

all those times when we used to argue back and forth, I always just let you have it your way
what kind of spell did you cast on me, I even loved all of your selfish ways
one more chance - when I find myself lost in those memories
one more chance - I don't know where to go or where to land

it doesn't matter where I am because, I can't help but look for you everywhere
on the station platform, in the alley windows
I keep fooling myself thinking I might find you there
If I could have any wish I would be with you now
There's nothing left that I won't do
I'd give everything just to hold you again

if all I wanted was just not to be alone
I should be happy with just anyone
but tonight the stars are hanging by a thread,
and I can't lie to myself anymore
one more time -  I don't want the seasons to keep on changing
one more time - missing all the times that we fool around together

it doesn't matter where I am because, I can't help but look for you everywhere
at the intersection, even in my dreams
knowing there is no way you would be there
if I could just believe in miracles
I would do anything to show you now
in the morning light, completely new me
and the "I love you" which I couldn't say

I'm lost in memories of our summers
our beating hearts that fades to nothing

it doesn't matter where I am because, can't help but look for you everywhere
In the city at dawn, in Sakuragi-cho
I keep fooling myself thinking I might find you there
If my wish is to be granted, I just want to be there by your side
there's nothing that I won't do, I'd give up everything just to hold you again

it doesn't matter where I am because, can't help but look for you everywhere
at every corner of the store, in the newspaper stories
knowing there is no way that you would be there
if I could just believe in miracles, I would open my heart up once again to show you
in the morning light, completely new me
and the "I love you" which I couldn't say

it doesn't matter where I am because, can't help but look for your smile
at the railway crossing, watching the trains pass by
even though there's no way that you'd be there
if I could live my life all over again, I would be with you for all time
there's nothing else in this world I want more than what I had
there would never be anything but you that I would ask for



One More Time, One More Chance by Yamazaki Masayoshi

note: mix taken and edited from some translations
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Sunday, March 17, 2013

melancholic symphony of loneliness

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1, 2, 3..
The princess counted the twinkling stars.
1, 2, 3..
Tears fell; humming the melancholic symphony of loneliness.
The chamber covered by the chained dreams;
struggling to be illuminated by the miracle.
The shattered vision from the dream,
the broken wish of the stars.
And 1..2..3..
The princess disappeared.





December 29th, 2012
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Saturday, March 16, 2013

Melukis Mimpi

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Melukis langit dengan titik-titik kilau putih mungil,
satu atau dua kerlip,
mengerling pada hitam tak berbatas.

Satu cahaya jatuh, lurus menghilang di ujung horizon,
satu cahaya membisikkan duka,
satu anak manusia membisikkan doa dalam sepasang binar baru bertabir asa.
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