Is it Happiness?

When you desperately try to make other people happy and forget about your own Happiness.

It's a promise, dear.
I'll always listen to every song you write, every story you tell.

No matter how far we're separated.

It's a promise, that I'll always listen to you.
A promise from your 'no one'.

How can I make a new start with you when you still looking at your past.
How can I walk beside you when you don't even hold my trembling hand.
How can I break the wall when you don't even show me that you want to set me free.

And when we're separated, dear
We'll stop hurting each other.

I think it's normal for a girl to feel insecure, right? The fragile girl who can be broken into pieces at anytime.

However, maybe it's the only way for her to get stronger.

To fight alone.

Hold my hand and lead me, to go to a place where you belong.

Do you ever realize it? I'm tired to fight by myself. I'm lonely and it hurts so much.
Why don't you come, and hold my fingers, hug me, protect me.
Tell me that everything will be alright.
Tell me that you'll be with me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me.

And we will walk together like we used to.

and if you don't
like me, as I do you;
I understand.

because who would
really choose
a daisy, in a field
of rosses?

(Julie Martinez)

Everything is already come to its end, right?
How about the pain?
It's still remain to be felt.

Unfair.
Thats the only word I can figure out for now.

You always try to reach me, yet you keep the distance.
You will never allow me to go too far about everything, right? Building a higher and higher wall, so that I can't come to you.

This scenario is just too good to be true.

Is it what you really want?

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