Gelegar riuh gaduh gemuruh langit bersabda pada alam. 

Namun lihatlah, kita masih saja tak acuh menapaki jalan untuk melawan semesta.

Melepaskan segala ingin yang begitu erat dalam genggaman; 

Mengikhlaskan kendali atas seluruh jalan kehidupan; 

Menerima bahwa tak semua pinta akan ada.

Depression 

Anxiety
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

here, the assessment come with these results. i never imagine that i will go through something like this, yet the fact that i have a damaged brain is true.
however i manage to survive and trying so hard to heal myself.

i've been work so hard since December 2017

I'm tired of this emptiness.

"I'll buy a full set-all of them. I'll buy them. All."
"That's the reason I wanna go to South Korea. I'll work hard and make a lot of money. Then, I'll buy those drums, guitars, etc. I'll have my own studio."

I smiled widely. I really love it when seeing him spoke his mind. His sparkling eyes, his cute face, I love every of them.

"Yaaa.. I won't stop you, because I love music just like you"